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22 Episode 22: What Leads To Madness



It was magic to keep one\'s body alive, even by taking it away from others.

"For example, stealing food from others via blood, mental interference to keep them from feeling uncomfortable."

This is thought to be to gather allies or inherit magic technology to make compatriots.

Many will want eternal life and youth because they will even transcend their life expectancy at any rate. Whatever heterogeneity it was and the lack of ethics.

It is not hard to imagine that some would have wanted to disciple, and many would have liked to keep it in the magical grace.

Maybe that\'s why vampires were tailored to demons. It\'s actually too much to banish from the public as a heretic. Because it\'s natural to be excluded at the point of harming people.

But there\'s the wizard of obsession who also tried to transcend death. Were you taking measures, or were you driven by necessity to optimize, evolve? There is no reason to know which motive is ahead, but they have redesigned their existence to be called vampires.

"That aggregation is the Demon Stone. Maybe this was rooted as an organ for the inheritance of the magic system. To acquire the necessary abilities as a vampire. And as it grows, so does the Demon Stone. And now the demon stone will be inherited to the next generation."

So vampires increase their compatriots. Does that give birth to a child just like a person, or does it let it be inherited by bites spoken of like inheritance?

I can\'t confirm the answer, but I can make predictions. Because vampires are close to people. Perhaps we should call it a new species from mankind.

"I don\'t think Raini ever felt a vampire urge before because he didn\'t need his body. Because the demon stone was inactivated. I guess it\'s more natural to think of Raini as a vampire, or vampire child, innate than to think of him as an acquired vampire."

"So you think the Demon Stone will use its power if necessary?

"If I had recognized myself as a vampire from the beginning and wanted to use my powers with magic on demonic stones, I might have needed nature and my body. Perhaps ordinary humans don\'t have enough magic to use the power of Demon Stone to fuel them. So I naturally recall the art of taking it away from others. I think it\'s like an engraved instinct."

"... but I can\'t believe I wanted to interfere..."

Raini, who has no idea, shakes his neck left or right. When I saw it, I stood my finger up.

"I have a hypothesis about that. Raini had a reason to interfere."

"Why?"

"Raini, I ask you frankly, when was the happiest time of your life?

Raini gives a bewildered look to my question. After a little worrying, Raini tells her in a slightly painful voice.

"... when your mother was alive"

"It\'s not about the stepmother in Baron Cyan\'s house today, it\'s about the mother who gave birth to you, right?

"Yes, I think I was happiest back then"

"So what makes you think I was happy afterwards?

"... no"

I have to live with the loss of my mother. The real father who appeared at that time, and his life as an aristocratic courtier, began, his whole life up to the College of Aristocrats. What did Raini think? However, as far as her reaction is concerned, it is hard to say that she was happy.

One day a girl who originally spent time as a civilian has to live as a nobleman. He is slammed into education, restricted in freedom, and required to behave like an aristocrat. I admire the brilliant life of nobility, and I wouldn\'t say that no one would be happy, but I wasn\'t happy for Raini.

"Yeah. So Raini was under a lot of stress. I think that\'s why I unconsciously wanted mental interference. It\'s no exaggeration to say that the function of a vampire\'s demon stone is already instinct. That\'s why I\'ve begun to show strength apart from my own will."

"I was stressed, is that why?

"If you\'re stressed, your body resists. It\'s a kind of defensive reaction because you feel tired and your body doesn\'t want to move. In other words, we can assume that Raini\'s mental interference was an unconscious instinct for self-defence. I began to use charm unconsciously so that people wouldn\'t hate me and treat me gently. But that\'s an uncontrolled force. It\'s easy to charm once, but the control from it stays thrown. It\'s no wonder the emotions are disturbing and the charm is counterproductive"

Nodded as Yufi and Ilia were convinced by my explanation. I mean, Raini\'s situation is utter force majeure and it\'s hard to hold him accountable. If I\'m going to be guilty of that, I\'m going to have to ask because I was born. That is unconvincing.

Raini\'s confusion about someone is also only the result of her instincts working to survive. The problem is that no one knew. Ignorance is why I can\'t deal with it. No one thought the existence of a vampire existed, etc., and the reality was unknown.

"I think it\'s because of Uffi\'s thoughts and values that it\'s hard to attract to Uffi or that it didn\'t seem to work"

"That\'s... sure if you ask me"

Because it sounds like you\'re gonna be flat when your emotions cross a certain level, Yufi. It\'s already a habit, or a stained one. Make sure that any emotions unnecessary to act as queen are immediately truncated.

That\'s why Yufi can\'t shake even if he feels fond of Raini. I try to play my part entirely because I don\'t shake. That\'s... somehow, totally bad eating with the surroundings. Not everyone has as much self-control as Uffi.

"I guess Uffi was kicked around because Uffi\'s self-control and Raini\'s mental interference had too much impact on his surroundings. It\'s the worst combination of bad but deadly for both of us in college with kids still immature, right?

"... right"

Yufi started to look so far away, and even to Raini, he covered his face with both hands. Ilaria\'s got a look on her face that she can\'t pick a word for.

There\'s nothing I can do about it. It\'s force majeure, but I just have to laugh early. I don\'t think there was a lot of people dying in the middle of no-one trying to control it. Well disturbed, me that day. Well done!

"... how can I apologize now..."

"No... I wish I could be a little more flexible too... it was too much..."

"That\'s me..."

"No......"

Apologize to Raini and Uffi with each other\'s dead eyes. No, I know how you feel, so I really can\'t say anything.

"Well, well. Look, I\'ll be happy to know what caused it and take care of it. Besides, Raini\'s power would be great if he could control it. As far as I\'m concerned, I think you\'re no less talented than Uffi."

"... Really? \'Cause I can\'t believe the power to confuse people like this... and who could ever want their blood...?

"That\'s the only way to break it off as constitution. It\'s not like you can choose to be born. That\'s why I think that power should be harnessed for people. Being able to interfere with people\'s spirits isn\'t all bad, at least. It\'s only right to use your powers. Therapy or something."

"... Therapy?

Oh, well. I stuck to it, but didn\'t it make sense? In this world, when it comes to healing, magic is already the Lord...

"People are really mind-breaking creatures. But with Raini\'s help, we might be able to alleviate that pain. I may be able to solve the hearts and minds of people with deep troubles, or I may be able to get them back on their feet. Wouldn\'t that be a great force to put it this way?

"That\'s... but that\'s what happened to me..."

"Now, naturally, I can\'t. No one has mastered since that day because they have a sword. The technology needs to be polished or it will end immaturely. And if you work out the wrong way, it turns into something that lightly hurts people. Raini can randomly use his charm in the college to break into chaos, not just in the college, but in every country."

You have to understand the dangers of your power. Raini looked frightened, but that\'s not enough.

"Raini, you mustn\'t run from your power. I can\'t change how I scratched what\'s there. Containing the overflowing is not a natural condition. One day there will be bankruptcy. Take control of yourself so you don\'t. That\'s where I use it and not use it. Don\'t run away from knowing yourself."

"From myself, I don\'t run..."

"I didn\'t run away. There was nothing from me. Scratch your feet, and what you desperately find is really scary. Still didn\'t throw it out. Sometimes he didn\'t want to throw it out, but he didn\'t want to run away from his responsibility."

"That\'s because Princess Anisphere was strong..."

"There was nothing strong about it. I regretted it, and there were so many things I wanted to throw out. I don\'t want to be told I was strong from the start. \'Cause if you don\'t, I really wanted to cry,\' cause I\'m gonna be gone."

When they told me I couldn\'t use magic, my head turned white. But still, I paved the way for magic. I was just desperate to go that way.

Now that I thought about it, I didn\'t seem to be facing reality. So I did the unscrupulous, and I did whatever I wanted. Because if not, I\'ll stop my leg. Because I have to face it.

"Yeah? I mean, isn\'t this running away? No, you\'re not. Yeah, it\'s not a bad thing to run, but I can\'t keep running, but I guess it\'s right. That\'s why you shouldn\'t run, is it? It\'s good to run away for one day. But you can\'t keep running."

"I don\'t keep running..."

"Me, I\'ve thought about killing myself because I couldn\'t use magic, and that kind of thought was clear and unscrupulous and annoying to Ilia, and there were plenty of things that made both Father and Mother frighten me. But I made the roundabout, but I couldn\'t help myself, and I think I got something to replace it."

It\'s only my subjectivity that I haven\'t escaped, and objectively it may seem like I\'ve escaped. Yeah, this awareness is important. If that\'s what they thought, I might have seen a bit of a reason why both stone heads in the Ministry of Magic hated me.

Run away from your duties as a royalty and devour your time and materials for research you are not sure about. I don\'t like it because it\'s starting to improve. I may have been laughed at with my nose while I was scratching my feet, but I can\'t even keep laughing when I start to achieve results.

Well! That\'s why I wouldn\'t if I told you I was going to skip it! I didn\'t know that!!

"Yeah. I mean, why don\'t we just win the last one?

"That\'s a great throw!?"

"No, it\'s getting difficult and troublesome..."

"Princess, as soon as you get in trouble, you run away, right? What didn\'t escape? Aren\'t you running away?"

"Shut up, Ilia! Yes, that was just moving forward! On my way!

I admit I\'m a fugitive habitual, I don\'t like archery or anything. But this is moving forward, not running away! I\'m just straight down my path, and if that\'s what you see from someone else, you just look like you\'re running away! You\'re the guy with the difference of values!

When I was thinking about such an explanation, Raini started laughing like he was breathing out. A year-to-year, heartfelt laugh out of power that is not aristocratic. There were thin tears in his eyes.

"True, that\'s crazy... I\'ve laughed so much, it\'s been awesome..."

"Fun?"

"Fun?... right. Princess Anisphere is such a funny person, disrespectful as it may be, but she\'s really crazy and so horrible to be here... so... oh, sorry, I don\'t know what I\'m talking about anymore... I don\'t know what I\'m trying to say..."

Sip your nose, try to say something, but you\'re speechless. Like saying that I\'m trembling for laughter and just can\'t contain overflowing emotions.

Touch Raini\'s head like that. I found my shoulder jumped, but I keep stroking my head without worrying.

"You don\'t have to."

"... Yes"

"One day, I\'m sure, if you don\'t give up, you\'ll be able to convey the words you want to convey. But if you turn away, you won\'t be able to speak for life."

"... ugh...!

"We may not make it. I might miss the opportunity. But, you know, I can\'t tell him, and if he doesn\'t, I think it hurts terribly. Raini should walk at Raini\'s stride width. If you want to run, you can run. You\'re free now. You don\'t have to be a baroness or a girl to be loved."

You just have to laugh honestly, cry honestly, be honest angry, and enjoy it honestly.

Even if you shouldn\'t behave with emotions alone, noble or royal. I think it\'s a mistake to push everything to death. Otherwise people go crazy.

Still, it\'s hard for everyone to be free. So at least if it\'s a permissible place, I have to tell you fully.

"... Princess Anisphere sounds like your sister"

"Hmm?"

When I stroked my head, Raini groaned pompously as to whether it had calmed down a bit.

"... you wanted such a sister"

"Are you insane?

"Shut up, Ilia. It was a really good scene right now."

Why deny it at no time, I\'ll cry on the boulder, too.

"If I were you, I\'d freak out if I had a sister or a sister like this"

"You\'re so powerful!? Oh, I even started laughing at Yufi!?"

"No, because I feel the same as Miss Raini... but I also know how Ilia feels..."

Yufi says with a laugh of couscous. Ilia has a complicated look on her face, and Raini laughs at Nico at some point. It\'s perfectly peaceful. My rating is on you, though!

"Um... I may have forgotten, but I\'m the real sister? There\'s Al."

"Ah.... Speaking of which, they don\'t look alike at all..."

"Honestly, even when they say sister and brother..."

Raini breathed and Yufi nodded to agree. No, well, it\'s a man and a woman, and they don\'t look like each other. Who is Al Kun?

"Well, I didn\'t do anything like a sister. Either way, they think you\'re just an enemy with blood connected, don\'t they?

"... are you so unfriendly?

"I don\'t hate you. It\'s just that Al has a reason to hate me, so there\'s no choice."

"You mean the right to inherit the throne? But Master Algard\'s up there from the beginning, isn\'t he?

"Of course there\'s a reason for that, too.... Well, can I say it. It\'s kind of an uninteresting old story."

I don\'t mean to break this fun air, but it\'s not like these kids have anything to do with Al. Most importantly, I wanted to talk to you. It\'s hard to say I won\'t be involved in the future.

It is better for you to know more about me and Al than to come to my side. That\'s what I started talking about.


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